I Wanna Be Myself

Stuffed Potato in Spinach Gravy Ingredients:   Spinach leaves, Corriander leaves, Mint leaves, Green Chillies, Cumin seeds, Mango powder, Kishmish, Tomatoes, Corriander  powder, Kasoori Methi/Methi leaves, Curd , Garam Masala, Potato ( cylindrical in shape and big in size),Turmeric powder, Salt,  Desi ghee, oil for frying. Recipie : ü   Add corriander leaves, mint leaves, finely chopped green chillies, cumin seeds, mango powder, kishmish and make a smooth green  paste. ü   Heat oil in a pan and add turmeric powder, chopped tomatoes, corriander powder, methi leaves ( 2 tsp), garam masala, spinach leaves ( 1 big bowl), salt, and cook for 1 min. Now add  churned curd ( 1 katori) and cook well. Finally grind it into a smooth paste. ü   Cut potaoes from one end and scoop it out. Fry this potato katori slightly in oil and then fill the green paste into it and rub the remaining over it. ü   In a pan keep these stuffed potatoes and pou...

कई बार मुझे लगता है मेरी बदकिस्मती मेरी किस्मत से दो कदम आगे चलती है....हर बार  जब ये लगता है अब कुछ अच्छा होगा तभी ख़ुशी कुछ और कदम  , और आगे खिसक जाती है...ऐसा क्यों होता है मेरे साथ..कभी कभी मन बहुत उदास हो जाता है...पर फिर में खुद से कहती हु की कोई तो दिन मेरा होगा न जब सब कुछ वो होगा जैसा मैंने चाहा था....उम्मीद और नाउम्मीद के बीच झूलती में  कभी कभी भीड़ के बीच भी खुदको बहुत अकेला पाती हु...

अंततः मुझे हिंदी टाइपिंग का तरीका मिल ही गया . आज कुछ नया सिखा इसकी ख़ुशी है और भी अपनी भाषा में लिखना इससे अच्छा और क्या हो सकता है.....मज़ा आ गया....... दिन का अंत इस तरह होगा मुझे उम्मीद नहीं थी क्युकी आज का दिन बहुत ही बेचैनी भरा था ....कुछ समझ नहीं आ रहा था की क्या करना चाहती हु....बस ऐसे लग रहा था की कुछ बदलाव आ जाये....कुछ intersting करने को मिल जाये....और यक़ीनन जो मिला है उसने अचानक ही मेरे chemical हारमोंस का लेवल change कर दिया है...कुछ देर पहले  तक  mein  बहुत dull महसूस हो रहा था और अब में excited  हु .......ये अच्छा लग रहा है..... ..

why few relations become like scrap of ur life....they occupy space but they possess no utility or most of the time.....niether u can throw them nor u wanna keep them.....its a tough situation....with the passing time u get emotionally bound with this scrap knowing the fact that its just occupying the space.....useless......

hamare do jaanne walo ko kisi ne ye galti ke yakeen dila diya hai ki wo kuch famous logo ke jaise hi dekhte hai....aur unka ye celebrity prem dekh kar hum bade trast hai....log aise nasamjh kyu hote hai...kisi ke itne bade fan hone ka kya matlab bhai ki aap khud ko unse kuch kam hi na samjhe...halaki dono hamare jeevankaal ke alag alag adhyaye se hai par unki atishyokti wahi ek jaisi hai....koi to unhe samjhaye ki bhaiya wo celebrity apni jagah hai par aap apni identity ke sath jeena sikhiye.....aisi gaflat ka shikar uperwala kisi ko na banaye.....:)

Ingredients: Watermelon , fresh mint leaves, lemon juice , pinch of rock salt, crushed ice, mint syrup( optional).   Method: Blend all the ingredients in blender and serve chilled.   Note: Amount of ingredients can be added as per need.

Today is my b'day…this bday is special becoz I,m celebrating this with two little princessess of mine…i have planed to throw a party for them…and we are gonna have a blast….our party menu is very temptating…n the menu goes like this…..thick tomato soup with yummy maggi noodles in it followed by yummy tangy pasta and chatpati kurkuri bhelpuri and delicious Malpua ( a granny's speciality of course ) ….orange juice….followed by a doloup of vanilla ice cream and last but not the least a taste of yummy 5 star choclate. I,ve got beautiful drawing as a gift from my little n naughty dolls……this b'day has became actually special b'coz of them.